CrystalCat101

Im scared for what might happen if I tell my friends, if I tell him if I tell anyone. I'm afraid he'll just laugh snicker like it's a joke and I back away slowly laughing too, pretending I was kidding Deep inside I'm hurting because I love him, but he doesn't know he probably never will. Even though hes my friend the one who talks to me listens to me helps me fit in I know if I say something everything will collapse like it never happened as if we never knew each other Love hurts, now I know when you take the jump of love you fall but he won't catch you and you've hit the bottom and shattered into pieces.

"I love you," I don't know how many times I've heard that from him whispered in my ear But only in dreams That ended as nightmares Cause it all crashed down As he ran away from me Calling me names like ugly Though I know he never would I think it would be true If I told him my secret The secret of loving and caring But I fear that dreadful road That broken road of life Where so many true loves are lost Where I know I could end up If I tell him the truth The truth that I maybe, kinda, sorta Love him I may never walk down that aisle And at the end see his face But maybe if I wish on a shooting star Someday he'll see that

You take me to the forest to a path thats so worn I don't see it until to late that look on your face we stop and sit on that fallen tree the one we carved our names in so many many years ago I started to speak but then you spoke I never had heard your voice so soft you said you loved me you said you cared but than you stared me in the eyes and said we were breaking up I didnt know what to say your eyes were deep black holes I knew right then and there that you would have to go I asked for your penknife and scribbled out our names then I turned to you and scribbled out your face

The leaves crunch as I walk through the leaves. I see a squirrel run by its cheeks filled with nuts. I smile in this walk through the woods I see so much. I exit onto the path that will take me home and I see the tree that fell so long ago. It happened when I was 3 nearly 13 years ago. I sit for a min waiting for a moment when I see the letters carved in the wood. I wrote them when I was 12 when I had my first kiss. I remember as if it were yesterday. The wind picks up and I pull my hoodie around me tighter. I started walking again and soon made it to the house. My little briother was jumping in a pile of leaves when

Avengers x Child!Reader A Little Party Never Killed Nobody You stared up at your father, Thor, with your wide (e/c) eyes. He stared back. "Daddy. Let's have a tea party." You suggested. Your father stared at you oddly. "A party of tea? I am quite busy, (y/n). I do not think I have the time." You pouted and folded your little arms. "(Y/n)?" Your father asked. You just glared at him. "Are you giving me the silent treatment again?" Silence. Thor sighed. "Fine. I'll participate in this party of tea." You smiled happily and took his hand. You led him to your room and he gasped as he saw who was inside. There, huddled around the little tabl

You have cataloged your scars like your body is a library- to be read through & learned from. You think of all the little boys whose greedy fingers graced your pages. You are angry- none cared for you properly: folding creasing & breaking your spine. They left you on a shelf to gather dust. & why should you ever forget that?

Summer will always remind me of hot, sweltering nights spent drinking sangria, through the dripping fairy lights of your bedroom window. A sticky, starry sky looked back at us, the glow of the moon almost golden in the heat. Fourteen meant we weren't growing up fast enough and a liquor cabinet key seemed to hold the answer to that problem. You taught me how to drink that night. (You also showed me how beautiful it was to just hold your breath till your head spins and reality seems like it is going to fade further and further away.) - Six summers ago I met a boy who liked to tell me how much like summer I was. He was big boned and thin ski